This blog ain't meant for those people I know - unless they happen upon it - it's meant for YOU... I simply want to share some of my experiences I've had in life; and hopefully at the same time lift up the spirits of those who happen upon this blog.

Tuesday, May 22

Soon

I am more certain than ever. I am more scared than ever (I am almost never scared). I am more anxious than ever. I am more nervous than ever. I am more sad than ever. I am more happy than ever. I am more excited than ever. I am more weary and downtrodden than ever. I am tired.




Soon this is all coming to an end. Not this blog, but this page of my life. No more hiding. No more unintentionally playing games. I will be 100% clean and out in the open. I will be able to rest for two years without any regrets. I will hopefully be able to have a great future even after these two years I am gone on a mission.



However...two years is a lot longer than it sounds, but it is also much shorter than it seems. Strange, how paradoxes work, eh?

All I know is this. I will know what my future holds. Soon.

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