I am more certain than ever. I am more scared than ever (I am almost never scared). I am more anxious than ever. I am more nervous than ever. I am more sad than ever. I am more happy than ever. I am more excited than ever. I am more weary and downtrodden than ever. I am tired.
Soon this is all coming to an end. Not this blog, but this page of my life. No more hiding. No more unintentionally playing games. I will be 100% clean and out in the open. I will be able to rest for two years without any regrets. I will hopefully be able to have a great future even after these two years I am gone on a mission.
However...two years is a lot longer than it sounds, but it is also much shorter than it seems. Strange, how paradoxes work, eh?
All I know is this. I will know what my future holds. Soon.
Soon this is all coming to an end. Not this blog, but this page of my life. No more hiding. No more unintentionally playing games. I will be 100% clean and out in the open. I will be able to rest for two years without any regrets. I will hopefully be able to have a great future even after these two years I am gone on a mission.
However...two years is a lot longer than it sounds, but it is also much shorter than it seems. Strange, how paradoxes work, eh?
All I know is this. I will know what my future holds. Soon.
